I had an intuitive knowing my Dad was going to leave this earth before the Doctor’s did.
This episode is the story of that knowing and the years of work it took to even HEAR that “knowing” let alone trust it again.
If you’ve ever felt something that couldn’t be explained but you’ve found it difficult to trust that knowing in a logical world…..this episode is for you.
What You’ll Learn in This Episode:
Why intuition often gets dismissed in highly logical or professional environments
The difference between intuition, fear, anxiety, and trauma responses
How narcissistic or emotionally invalidating relationships disconnect us from our inner knowing
The role Human Design, IFS, spirituality, and healing work can play in reconnecting to intuition
Caitlan’s deeply personal story of intuitively sensing her father’s illness and passing
The ways grief can heighten intuitive sensitivity and connection
Why reconnecting with intuition requires unlearning as much as learning
Chapters:
02:45 — Mercury signs, astrology, and how we receive intuitive information
06:10 — What intuition actually feels like
08:02 — Intuitive vampires, gaslighting, and losing trust in yourself
11:30 — Anxiety vs. intuition: how to tell the difference
14:28 — Why reconnecting to intuition isn’t just meditation and journaling
16:40 — Childhood intuition, energy sensitivity, and early spiritual experiences
19:15 — Healing, IFS, and rebuilding a relationship with intuition
24:10 — Spirit guides, flickering lights, and messages from her grandmother
27:05 — The intuitive knowing before her father’s diagnosis
29:10 — Sensing the timing of his passing before medical professionals did
31:25 — Dreams, grief, and learning to trust inner knowing
Links & Resources:
Follow Aycee Brown on Instagram for the Mercury intuition post that inspired this episode
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